于颓废与寂寞中独自感伤

雨橙

I couldn′t make the colors match today
我找不到一种颜色来搭配今天的心情
I don′t know what else to say
我不知道还有什么可以言说
Except I tried and they can′t say I didn't
他们怎可以否定掉我曾经的努力
I don′t like the stuff they′re feeding me
我并不能接受他们填给我的东西
They don′t like the things I see
他们并不像我所看到的那样
But I don′t think I need to be forgiven
但我也不认为我要去被原谅
But I am quiet inside
因为我的内心很静谧
Though they drag me by a wire
尽管他们用绳子拖着我
Through the storm that cracks the sky
穿越遮蔽了天空的暴风雨
I am quiet inside
我的内心很静谧
I used to be so hard to find
我曾以为我自己足够坚强
Rage and tears filled my eyes
盛怒和泪水却也能漫溢我的眼眶
But now I believe I see much clearer
但我确信我现在已看得更透彻
My clarity did not come easily
我的理智来之不易
My cell was knocked into me
我的细胞膨胀着
But now at least I know who′s in the mirror
但至少我现在清楚镜中那个人是谁
I am quiet inside
我的内心很静谧
Though they drag me by a wire
尽管他们用绳子拖着我
Through the storm that cracks the sky
穿越遮蔽了天空的暴风雨

~闲云野鹤~

我找不到一种颜色来搭配今天的心情
我不知道还有什么可以言说